It's here. The day I have anticipated and talked about for some time now. The "once the kids are all in school" day.
I find my "To-Do List" is quite long on this most historic of days. It's no wonder! This list that has been accumulating over 10 years and it covers a myriad of topics...
"My house is an absolute mess....but "once the kids are all in school", I'll have so much more time to clean."
"I wish I could find more time to write, and "once the kids are all in school" that's what I plan on doing all day long."
"I really need to exercise, and "once the kids are all in school", I'm going to be a running machine!"
It's a day that has been my fall back, my safety net, my recovery attempt, if you will, after making statements that substantiated my less than perfect self.
So, now it's here.
It's 12:52.
I've started one load of laundry.
And I miss my kids.
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